Denzel Washington reflected on the 2000 awards season — and noted that some people in Hollywood heard rumors about Kevin Spacey years before he was publicly accused of sexual misconduct — in a new essay for 'Esquire.

Washington was candid about how the loss fueled a alcohol-fueled "pity party" before he eventually got sober in 2014.

Denzel Washington wasn't too pleased to lose the Best Actor Oscar to "American Beauty" star Kevin Spacey — so much so, in fact, that he felt bitterness over his "Hurricane" loss for years to come. The actor (who later won the top Oscar for "Training Day") revealed in an interview with Esquire published Tuesday that the resentment of the situation lasted "for about 15 years.